scar ni tak hilang lagy..aku pon ta perasan bile aku kne -_-' da berjuta parut dah kt badan nih.... :(
bile belajar berdikari
okay. dah lebih kurang 3 minggu aku kat institut profesional baitulmal ,course DBS under uitm..
hmm.. bosan kan?? tp tu lah hdup aku.. -__-
bile orientasi :
first day aku rasa mcm NK BALEK !! sgt.. sangat sangat ! >.<
tp dh seminggu.. aku dh boleh senyum kenal ramai penduduk malaysia..
bila dah start class :
seriously aku benci org ikot aku memanjang -__-
aku tade privacy.. n aku ta suke org ckp ' jum gy klas same?? tolong jgkan tempat okay??"
mood aku berubah ubah.. aku pon tatau kenapa..
nk ckp PMS?? takan hari2 aku PMS..
nth la.. even aku sndri tatau nape aku cmtuh.. sorry folks..
baru korunk knal aku korunk maybe da judge aku sombongg +__+
perhaps aku dh mmg cmni..
mmg makan masa aku nk mesra gler babi ngn korunk..
sorry...
suasana kat sana :
okay.. first.. aku rasa sgt janggal n pelik.. diorang kt sana mcm..hurmm..
ntah.. ta boleh aku nk msuk sgt... dorg sgt naif n tatau ape2..
hmm..okay..
n aku akan diam diam n DIAM ......
okay msuk mggu ke 3..
BEST LAH WEYH!! sbb.. aku dah biasa lah !
HAHA.. hurmm...
:'(
masa dah buat semua berubah..
keadaan sekeliling aku dh ta mcm dulu...
klw dulu duduk rumah handphone,lappy,tv,games,klua,tido -__-
tp skrg tak.. ade je bnd yg aku kne buat..
:)
keadaan buat semua berubah sekelip mata je. +__+
sorry .. it's not YOU. it's just me..
for my entire life i've never been in that situation when i'm with YOU..
YOU makes my world different.
YOU showed me how life is supposed to be ..
Past: first impression bout YOU.
i hate u like seriously >.<
at that time seriously u're not my type..
but as the time goes by, u've open my heart slowly..
i can't stop thinking of you..
talk bout you everytime when i was with sumbody else..
keep on top up my phone to call n text you >.<
talk through my torchlight phone until our credit turns out..
ohmagadd, i miss that moment >.<
those texts that says 'i miss youu :'), i love you :')'
makes me feel off the ground ! !
but,u broke ur promises..
i cried for u a river !
i keep on shouting at night n can't sleep for the whole night..
everything reminds me of you :'(
after a week,i'm getting better..
then u came over n repeat the same story that makes me feels like im in a fairytale :D
not long after that , u repeat the same thing again..
my tears running out again n again..
AGAIN...
after all of the fake love story..finally u are mine..
i'm happy for that bcoz i can't live without YOU.
BUT NOW.. all the fancy texts,calls are not longer in my inbox..
we have changed totally..
is it because of YOU or MYSELF?
maybe it's my mistake from the beginning.
i'm trying to fix things up..
but it's like nothing happen..
i'm trying my best..
if it's always not us,i'll let YOu to be happy with another human being..
i'm happy for u :')
love,tyra <3
i'm just an ordinary geek , TQ :)